I remember the time we went out for a walk,ditching a test over,and the way you looked up to those skies and valleys, I couldn’t help but admire you more.
With each step,while you searched a distant beauty in that tinted sky, I was busy capturing each expression of yours.
How can someone not fall in love with you?
How can someone not fall for someone who is in love with those valleys?
I saw you everyday and everyday I buried the mini outburst going inside of me.
Each day I held back my scream, and mumbled in whispers.
The other day, I saw her,sure she was beautiful .That unheard name and pretty face reminded me,she is the one. Oh,how that shattered me.
Every second I spent with you, I couldn’t help but think that you feel the same.Maybe,you never ever gave me a thought.But you know what it’s okay.It’s okay that you felt nothing.It’s okay that you found her laughter.
Still after these many months,i can’t reason out what we had.All I ever wanted to say to you was how beautiful you are.Just that.
So if you are out there reading it somewhere,oh love,you are just so beautiful.Beautiful beyond the comprehension.
I wish we could have danced and shared a bottle of wine.how I wish we could.You gave me this alien feeling when I first heard you which seems to define my being now.How can I be mad at you?How can I blame you? How can I deny this?
You are just there,and each time you walk past me I think how badly I want you and how I can never have you.How badly I want to run to you and hug you.I crush myself everyday and try to reason out a million excuses for not wanting you. I miserably fail,darling. I fail.
In the moonlit Street,walking under the stars I heard a familiar sound accompanied with a pretty laugh oh,the atrocity of my situation,stars mocked me for wanting you.I walked fast and your sound somehow grew louder and louder as if wanting me to stop and turn around. I couldn’t help but rush with my eyes flooding in.How could I fall so hard for such a stranger?How could I fall for you when we barely knew each other? How could I?Such a fool.
Now,I can’t walk past you without a Sting in my eye and the taste of heartache in my mouth.Oh love,we have been strangers for so long.You are the daydream I can’t snap out of.You were and are my 11:11 wish.Oh darling,i wish you knew,how I wish you knew.You were the closest thing I ever felt was ethereal,i wish you knew how I have been loving the stranger that you are.
