Life is awful. It wont get better.
So one of my 5 male cousins came back for more. I am thrilled. We talked for a while because we both want complete honesty amongst the 6 of us. I told him that i woild never lie or talk aboit who comes over to do what when. He did tell me that all 5 of them wanted more. Then he took me to bed and my god every moment was beautiful. I gave him anythimg and everythimg he wanted. He mounted me in every conceivable position and loved how i sat impaled on him slow grinding and he watched every moment of me playing with my very small p e nis. When he felt my bottom tightening around his c*** he used his hand to finish me. It felt so slutty and romantic when he fed me my own from his fingers. I was exhausted but still found the strength to lift my legs and wrap them around him as he lay fully on top of me and moaned how he loved me those last moments before he came deep inside me. He was so tender with me because i was in tears after. Ibegged him to stay with me for more and he did. I sucked that man’s brains out before he left for work.
Im depressed that ill never get to see my art therapist again. Ill miss spending hours with her every day. I’ll miss our morning walks to the park where we’d swing on the swings next to each other. I’ll miss playing love songs and writing poetry for her. I’ll miss playing games with her. I’ll miss making her smile and laugh. I’ll miss seeing her bursting to pee. I could ruin her life very easily if I wanted to. I could hire a lawyer to subpoena google for the records on the google drive and then sue her for medical malpractice and report her to the Division of Occupational liscencure. I could take everything away from her as punishment for abandoning me. Should I?