I live with a crazy pain In my heart every single day. it just keeps going to be honest but I really need to let this go please do not judge me. I have already paid for my sins dearly and I am so ashamed but I am okay because god loves me. I use to be a really bad kid. I I would do perverted things to girls. and I would touch dogs and do so much bad stuff. I ask lord everyday to forgive for the stuff I did. I know I do not deserve but I keep believing. Again ask please do not judge I am just getting this off my chest. I really need to it’s been here for so long . I can’t take it I keep asking lord for forgiveness and I know he gots me but at the same time I have anxiety disorder. I have FASD, ADHD, I am not trying to make u guys feel bad for me I just want you to understand that I feel this in my heart. I did so much bad stuff to anybody. I would steal off anyone. I stole so much money when I was a little kid . but they still love me so much. I am so grateful for my family and the ones I hold dearly to my heart. I hurt a lot of people too. I was 13 years old doing all of this I am now 16. I hope you understand and learn from my mistakes and take god into your heart. I love you