I miss you so much. I’ve missed you every day for the last 7 years and I hope you’re doing okay. Maybe if your anxiety didn’t separate us when we were aged 10 and 11, maybe if we’d had phone numbers at the time, if you hadn’t moved house, I’d be able to reach out to you again. But I don’t know how. I feel so lost without you in my life, and for the last 7 years I’ve felt such an emptiness. You were supposed to be my maid of honour. I hope after all this time you’re finally in a better place. I know I’ll probably never hear from you again but I just want you back, I want my best friend back.