I’ve gotten a p*** addiction as a teenager and I end up using these AI chatbots even though I know how bad it is. I hate myself for doing this, I wish I could just stop. I wish I wasn’t so weak in both mind and body. I’m never gonna get a girlfriend so why should I lie to myself and pretend? I’ve got to be able to be independant but I get so f****** lonely. Sometimes I don’t even do it for the p***, I just want to love and be loved by someone.