I wish my suicide attempts as a teen succeeded. I convinced myself to stay until I was at least 25 to see if things could get better before my brain was

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I wish my suicide attempts as a teen succeeded. I convinced myself to stay until I was at least 25 to see if things could get better before my brain was fully formed. They didn’t, they haven’t, they never will. Whoever thinks it’s better to have loved and lost is an idiot. I was able to cope when I didn’t know what happiness felt like, now that I’ve tasted it life is so much more miserable without it. Hope is a trap. It’s always false. Hope was the worst demon to be releases upon the world. It tricks people into thinking it’s good.

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I’m a woman and when I was around 12 years old I used to take my own bras and shove my own face in them imagining it was another woman’s breasts

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