I have been married for over 20 years. My biggest regret is I have never known and will never know what it is like to truly be loved by a woman as my wife has verbally and emotionally abused me for all of our marriage. She has even admitted it before. I have stayed primarily for the kids and also endured the abuse for another reason. S** is non-existent except for maybe once a month if that. So naturally I crave s** all the time and the temptations to cheat are overwhelming, but I have never given in. I just can’t believe, and I am overwhelmed with sadness over the realization that I am going to die without ever truly knowing what it is like to truly be loved and desired by a woman. I know you do not know me, but please say a prayer for me…
