I cried myself to sleep after opening myself up and putting myself out there. I get responses and they just stop – I have to wonder if Iโm the issue. If Iโm the problem. No matter if itโs familial, platonic, romantic, or s***** Iโm never chosen or cared about. Itโs been years since Iโve been sincerely complimented or even hugged, and as touch starved and desperate for just a hug Iโm so scared of everyone now. If itโs like this, whatโs the point? Why do I try just to end up hurt again and again? I give everyone my all and now thereโs nothing left. Iโm just drifting each day, breathing but not existing.