I’ve made up my mind. I wont fight to survive. When they get rid of or cut social security or inflation gets too out of control, I am going to kill myself. I’ll be abandoning my elderly disabled parents and my best friend/roommate but it’s better than being forced to work for 40-60 hours a week with autism. I have a 10 year gap in my resume with only 2 jobs so I doubt anyone would hire me full time anyways. Im also not working two part time jobs. I’m living on borrowed time right now. All I want is to go to my day treatment program and play video games and smoke weed, and as soon as that’s interrupted, I’m out. I guess it’s karma for being a s***** person for most of the last ten years.
