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I’m so scared to be vulnerable again. I feel like I won’t be protected by my partner, I won’t be helped. He hasn’t proven to me that he’s untrustworthy, but with how things have been going and small things that have irked me piling up, i cant help but imagine I’d be left to deal with things on my own. I know he has a lot on his plate right now but I’m just so scared and I don’t know how to ask for reassurance, I don’t know what to say or when to, it never feels like the right time. I cry at night while we lay in bed together and he sleeps, I don’t want him to know I’ve been hurting and thinking about these things. i love him so much, and i feel so guilty that things from the past are making me so weary and react like this. at this point I’ve even considered killing myself, I don’t feel like I should be loved

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