I know my wife is having an affair, I have known for almost a year and I have never said anything to her. I found out by looking at her text messages when

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I know my wife is having an affair, I have known for almost a year and I have never said anything to her. I found out by looking at her text messages when she left her phone at home one day. Her phone went off and I picked it up and it was a text from her lover saying he was going to be late. She was supposed to be out shopping with a friend.
I tracked her car to a hotel and waited outside. I watched as a guy from her work pulled up and went into one of the rooms. Two hours later she came out first then drove away. I was going to confront him but I just sat there as he got into his car and drove away. I followed to find out where he lived and again I was going to confront him and make a scene in front of his wife. Again like the coward I am I lost my nerve.
Lots of times over the last year I have sat outside hotel rooms and a few times outside my own house during the day when she thought I was at work. Sometimes when that happens I come home and initiate s**. She always complies and seems to enjoy it.
I am afraid if I tell her I know and have let this go on she will lose respect for me and leave me. But last week she told me she is pregnant and that would be our first even though we have been trying for two years.

New Confession

My BF and I broke up, he said I was too comfortable and became a “fatty”… he took the car and I got the Dog and the Apt. He left. I have been doing just fine on my diet and me and my Vibe have become great friends.

My guilt is, the Dog (a Black Lab – Male) has been matching or laying on the bed and watching me and the vibe. I thought nothing of it, but then he was smelling me there and even licked my undies. I has just had a big O and was trying to catch my breath, so I did not stop him… he kept doing it, and I was getting excited again, and without thinking it thru I pulled my undies to the side giving him full access.

His tongue was long and rough and it seemed he was enjoying it as much as I was as I almost immediately and another big O. I was like this is so F’ing wrong, but feels so good, and I could not stop…2 minutes later I had another O. My BF never gave me 3 O’s on one night… It was then that I noticed the dog’s excitement. I was big and pink and fully extended.

I was laying there looking at it and wondering what that would feel like. He continued licking me and I wanted more and other O. He must have heard my thoughts, and he stood up with his thing showing. I turned over on my hands and knees with my legs parted and undies removed. I was ready for whatever happened next. He mounted me and spent a bit of time trying to insert it in the right place. Finally he found it and jammed it inside and started h****** me. I had an immediate O from him entering me.

I never knew about Dog S#X, they do something called “knotting” I big knot or bulb inflates while inside the hole and locks them in from falling out. I felt him knot inside of me as he pumped away and filled me. Even when they are done it takes time to subside and release so that can unmount after the deed.

So the best S#X I had in years was from the Dog. I know this is weird and wrong, but I have to tell you it was wild and I had so many O during that night. When I get home from work he is waiting and he licks me nearly every night now and a few occasional “sessions” of him doing the deed… I cannot stop doing this, this is why I confess my guilt here.

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