Who will save me in the end? I believe God will, but if I’m honest I am a failure as a human being. I have a job, sure but I gotta weaker and losing my mind. I never been with anyone, yes I’m a virgin. And if even if I’m right no one cares or even acknowledge it. Why I demonizing myself if people put me down slander me behind my back and manipulate my words? I honestly just want to enjoy life in the way it should had been. Not carry s*** that wasn’t mine. I wonder sometimes should I just died that day. Well this doesn’t matter because people do have it worse, I just want love for myself or God to teach me the love that they wanted to see.