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I met my friend in August of 2022. We met over a fandom for a YouTuber we both liked, we’d talk, shade headcanons, write, and the like. She was wonderful. She was perfect, so sweet and kind, loving, caring, passionate. Of course I fell in love with her.

Something in my mind at some point, I don’t know where, just seemed to break. I saw her as this absolutely perfect, flawless angel. Someone above me, someone above feeling the ways I do, someone so perfect she couldn’t possibly be upset by me. So I put more and more on my angel. She can’t feel bad, she’s perfect. It’s wrong, but that’s how my mind was working. I still see her as someone so beautiful and amazing.

I professed my love to her. She didn’t want it. But I pushed her on, continually telling her I loved her, over and over again professing my feelings and pretty much BEGGING for her to love me back. She didn’t want it yet I pressed on, spamming her with love declarations at LEAST weekly, hoping that maybe someday she’d change her mind.

But that’s not even the end of it. No, she was either perfect or evil to me. And whatever set me to treating her like my perfect savior angel, it all came crashing back down in reverse. All over YouTube drama. The moment she did something I didn’t perceive as perfect, I snapped. That YouTube channel we both like had been called out for being an abuser and I said it was unacceptable to keep watching and giving exposure to him, she said I should just let people enjoy things. I made an angry post about how everyone who liked that channel was enabling his abuse, got banned from the community, and I was desperate to come back. They were my only friends.

I made an alt account to pretty much stalk my angel, I was jealous and controlling and paranoid over her finding someone better than me and leaving me now that she was upset at me. I joined back in the servers I wasn’t allowed in. I listened in to a call she was in. At the same time, I was messaging her on my main account, pretty much yelling at her about how she’s funding and platforming an abuser. On my alt, I would act all sweet, I knew my relationship with her was already ruined so I thought if I became someone else, someone better, someone ideal, she’d love me.

This was the end for us. She found me out and completely cut me off, then later I was sent a document detailing everything I’ve done and that I abused her, broke her mentally, and made it so she can’t trust anyone anymore.

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New Confession

I am 22 and just got my first job, so put on my best dress and heels and made sure my makeup was great etc… I don’t have a car yet, so I rode the bus the 3 miles to my office.

No room to sit, I stood and grabbed a handle for the ride. More and more people got on the bus and we were all pretty close. Then I felt it, and old man in a suit behind me, we feeling my a**. I turned around and glared at him and he just smiled.

I turned around again and again I felt his hand on my a**. I was resolved to ignore him the final 2 miles to my stop. He rubbed his hand all over my bottom, and then reached under my dress and was rubbing my p******. I was not wearing pantyhose (who does these days) so I was rather exposed with my dress lifted and his hand rubbing me.

My body betrayed me, and I felt myself getting wet. Somehow, this idiot feeling me up was exciting me. I just stood there, angry, embarrassed, humiliated, and somehow s******* excited. I noticed other Men were watching him feel me up and saw that I was allowing him to do it… Free Pass right? Sure enough another Man moved closer, and reach up and started feeling my chest and breasts. He was cupping them, and pinching my n****** that were now hard in my thinly padded bra.

The Man behind be, reached between my thighs and realized I was wet there, I could feel his fingers rubbing me and trying to find a way past my underwear…. finally it was my stop, the door opened and I stepped out of the bus to go to my first day at work…

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