my mum has always made me want to kill myself, but i couldnt follow through with it because of my younger siblings. the occasional thought of how great it would be without her brings a smile to my face. Shes toxic af and refuses to treat me like her daughter but rather insists im her friend because she has none. but at what point will she wake up and realize that the daughter she complains to about inappropriate things doesnt want to listen to her fathers s***** habits and will never forgive her for protecting the son who would touch her daughter when she was 7 years old.