My mom doesn’t know I’m leaving
CONTENT WARNING: S***** ASSAULT

My mom and my stepdad call me lazy. They call me lazy for not having a job but also insist that I be a full time student. They call me lazy for not being able to drive but when ive begged to even have them let me drive there car for practice I’m joking or being reckless. They say I’m lazy but I begged for my mom to spend 1 hours over her day for 3 months to fill something out I needed for college. I signed up for college by myself, and when I need a ride to register for classes she blew up at me. Little do either of them know, I am planning to move. I was going to wait next year when I can get student housing but I’ve been thinking a lot abd being here is destroying my mental health. The stuff they do puts me in very depressive slumps. I’ve pretty much always done everything on my own and I’ve been coming to terms with the fact I need to leave even if it’s difficult. I had to go all through highschool on my own anyway, so I’m sure there won’t be much of a difference.

My stepdad is incredibly petty and does things like refusing to eat any meal I have a serving of (I don’t even touch the food), or even refusing to use the same bathroom after me. He accuses me of being ‘dirty’ knowing how I feel about being called that due to past trauma (SA). Yet I’m called immature and told I’m overreacting. I was in therapy but my mom took me out because the therapist wouldn’t agree with everything she said. She won’t even let me have my highschool diploma. I had to threaten her with legal action for 2 months because she refused to give me my personal information (SSN, birth certificate, ect.). And I think I’m just done.