im 21 and im so f****** scared of losing my mom. i know your 20s are the times where you start having more thoughts of mortality but its becoming dehabilitaing for me. i lay awake at night in genuine meltdowns scared of her passing. the worst part is the inevitability. i dont wanna lose her forever. i love her and im so scared. i dont want her to leave id do anything to prevent it i need my mom. i dont know how to get better
