I feel so f****** useless, and I feel so trapped, how am I even supposed to show how sick I actually am when all I do is fuckjng mask it because I don’t want to burden anyone
Even if I leave this goddamn hellhole I don’t know if I have it in me to live a normal life
I went to college, I enjoyed my time there and met good friends who actually cared about me and me them, but s*** happened and I don’t think I’ll ever be able them again, I’m thousands of miles away and I miss them so much it hurts
I already accepted that things change and things don’t last and of course it’s beautiful to still experience something even though it’ll inevitably end but it still hurts
