I’m looking to buy a couch. No one has been in my apartment for over four years. All I can do is drink and dwell in the years I spent deployed. I sit here shopping for a couch as if it will change my social interactions. But only one cushion will ever be sat on. I feel like you need someone to it next to me but I can’t find anyone who can sit there and understand my stupidity, and experience. If I buy this couch I think I might end up dying on it, dying alone on a nice couch.
