all my friends just pust me away and i really feel like the only reason im still “friends” with them is for the money. i run a hacking Business and thats the only source of income for me. i try to make money at a young age and thats the only thing. i know this is unhealthy because i have really toxic friends at a young age? i always ask them if they care about me. “No” who cares about me? whats the point of all of this. i honestly dont even care about money i just want a nice friend that i can trust to talk to and that really cares about what i say and isnt racist, sexist a nazi lover enthusiast and just loves talking down on me. i try to be mean back (im to nice and i care 2 much) i really feel like i just for a second i jsut want to equally feel the love. the only time i can make somebody happy is where i give them money THAT I WAS FORCED TO STRIP AWAY FROM A INNOCENT PERSON. the karma of everything is coming for me. i feel like at this point i should just kill myself.
