I had to block you. I would have eventually tried contacting you again because I’d probably get drunk and forget that I CANNOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES contact you again. Because I need to possess at least a shred of damn dignity. I can’t tell you how much I miss you or easily explain why. But I miss you. I wish we’d gotten to play air hockey. I wish I could know what it was like to hang out with you one on one. I wish I’d gotten to hug you.
