My mom and dad can’t get along anymore. There was already no compatibility between them, but it seemed that my father was more reluctant to divorce. I don’t mind if the two of them split up. It’s just that, I also feel worried about what will happen next. I’m anxious. I just want them both to find happiness. I don’t mind not getting child support or whatsoever, I don’t mind to drop out and start working on my own. What if any of them start to self harm after divorced. What if..I don’t know, they aren’t the best parent but they aren’t the worst either. But they aren’t happy. I don’t know who I will go with if they ever divorce. I don’t wanna pick a side. I’m anxious, sometimes I think about burning our house down with us in it. Or just simply k1ll them all then my self. This may seems not so complicated but it is. I love my parents but I don’t wanna be like them, I don’t wanna stick with them anymore. No, I don’t know what I wanted. I want them to be happy.
