I feel so alone rn. I took a break from my main friend group but now I have reconciled with everyone after 3 months. But I FEEL SO ALONE! I don’t want their complete company but I also wanna feel cared about. I feel like I’ve never mattered enough to any of them. I feel so replaceable by everyone. I feel like I never add anything. It’s my last year of hs and I generally just want to go to college RN! I’m so tired of being in a contest wheel of emotions because I never have anyone to really talk to except teachers. I feel like failure. I don’t know how to handle this bc I like being alone but not feeling completely alone. Im a little anti social bc I don’t want to annoy other ppl. I feel trapped! I WANT TO LEAVE AND FEEL FREEEEEEEEEE!
