I can never forgive my parents for the damage their homophobia caused me. I cannot forgive them for making me hide watching Steven Universe when my younger siblings can watch it with no problem, even though they are still massive homophobes. I cannot forgive them for having to have my first breakup in a bathtub, because it was the only space where I could actually go through it.
I just cannot imagine forgiving them for all the pain they have caused me. For the paranoia. They are the reason why I am such a paranoid mess.
