I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT Im so f****** stupid I KNEW HE LIKED MY BEST FRIEND THE WHOLE TIME AND I KEPT LIVING IN MY DELUSIONS FOR OVER A YEAR!!! I THOUGHT THAT THE BOY WHO WOULD SIT AT MY TABLE FOR F****** ENGLISH ANSWERS WOULD LIKE ME??? WHY WOULD HE LIKE ME WHEN A SMARTER, PRETTIER, BETTER GIRL IS AN OPTION. He was my only reason to live, I dont know how long I can endure this.
