everything in my life is a lie
what is probably true is that im trans and the constant cycling is killing me
tomorrow at school im going to do something stupid like jam a pen into my left hand so i can go to a psychiatric hospital and get a break
because school is killing me. i have two Bs and it’s making me suicidal
i cant rationalize that there are things more important than grades and it’s killing me
so, yeah. here goes
