I’m probably going to kill myself. I’ll try to stick it out until I’m 18. if I reach my 18th birthday in 2 years and I’m still doing as s***** as I am now, I’m killing myself. I can’t imagine myself with a future at all. I doubt I’ll ever graduate. I feel like s*** for saying this. it feels like I’m attention seeking, but I guess the fact that I’m saying this on an anonymous website makes that untrue. I don’t know. I can’t even tell anyone this and it s****. it’s stupid. I’m so selfish for thinking this s***. but, yeah. if I still feel like this when I’m 18, I’m most likely going to kill myself.
