Today he told me I'm not doing enough. This is the first time in a while something made me sob like a little boy. I'm tired. Tired of his bpd, tired of

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Today he told me I’m not doing enough. This is the first time in a while something made me sob like a little boy. I’m tired. Tired of his bpd, tired of him reminding me that I am never enough and that it will never change. Tired of him calling me dumb. Tired of him never saying a simple compliment when I try to look the most handsome for him. Doing anything and everything for him. I never yelled at him, yet he does his best just to remind me how awful I am. I try so hard, I do everything I can. I will forever remember him saying that I am an awful boyfriend and that my autism is the cherry on the top.
We’ve been together for almost 4 years.
I f****** wanted us to have a date tomorrow.
I’m so suicidal it makes me vomit.
I’m tired.
I have a therapy appointment 28th but I don’t know if I can make it this time.

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Is it sad that police need to torment Ausint Eady and toruture him for years to get even a slight reaction?

When they commit more crimes than most criminals all they really look is stupid and maybe in need of some helmets.
Also what are the statistics of what they shoot at in most things you can see them just missing targets or firing at and hitting each other / other cops for some reason.
Killers are left alone kidnappers too and in suicide situations they are supposed to downplay things not make it worse.
Are the ones and guys in general in Oshawa just really s***** people or something like the evidence would say loudly? Maybe they don;t know but most of this s*** types have jobs. Cartels could be called work same with smuggling since they would be. Drug sales too

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