I fell in love with a girl. She’s just so lovely and mature. She’s the kindest I’ve ever met. I did asked people around how she is, is she really that kind? Or is it just an image, I interpreted. But everyone said that she’s just a soft, nice, and golden hearted person. I never get how can a person like her exist. She’s just so angel-like.

Even when I confessed to her that one day, she calmly and kindly rejected me. I was expecting her to express, maybe slight distaste, perhaps disgust, since we’re of the same genders and stuffs like that. But she didn’t. She wished me happiness. Hoping that I’ll find a better love. And that she like to treat me as a younger sibling.

Her kindness pains me so much. It feels like I’m under the wing of an angle whenever I’m talking to her. The warmness she radiates makes me wants to cry warm tears. I have to move on, but she’s… I could never look at her the other way. I can’t.