i always feel like her second choice. when she told me she broke up with her bf, i obviously was heartbroken for them, i genuinely thought they looked good together but deep down i also was hoping she’d give me more time and attention. and then today i saw that she got a ft call from him and now im def suspicious she’s back with him but i just wish she would tell me. i just want her to proudly claim me as her bsf and trust me, how much do i need to do to earn that. i do so much for her, i have sacrificed so much time for her, ive given her so many heartfelt letters of what she means to me. how much do i need to do for my best friend to call me her best friend too…