ever since my ex-boyfriend broke up with me last year, i’ve been the most awful, distant, emotionally neglectful, and all around terrible romantic partner to those i dated after him. to be less flowery, i don’t give a s*** about anyone’s romantic feelings for me anymore. it almost feels like all the love i had for my ex-boyfriend died with our relationship, and now i’m still trying to find it in me to love anyone else like i did him.

the man i’m currently dating is clingy, obsessive, and makes me want to burst a blood vessel with how f****** annoying he is. i want nothing more than to scream about how much i regret giving him a chance and for him to stop being such a pathetic, self-centered crybaby. take the goddamn hint, nick. i stopped liking you back in december. you’ll never be what he meant to me. no one ever will.