RIP Janis Joplin: “I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel. That’s all, I don’t even think of you that often”
I could’ve had thousands of men. my pick. old young. all walks of life. and some women even. my extreme trust issues and fear of intimacy has made me paralyzingly alone in my mid 30s. Ill be forever alone and lonely without anyone. I’ve blown so many opportunities for hookups and great relationships and connections. The regrets is staggering and painful. Deeply painful.
