Yes, this is a sadness i will never get over sir. My faults and mistakes that I did to you it’s gonna be unforgivable, I can’t never see myself more than the most awful person in the world sir, you should know that. If i could go back I would change the situation immediately, this wasn’t worth it at all sir.

I don’t say that because I’m feeling sorry for myself, I say it because I’m thinking of you, I’m thinking that you didn’t even deserve this, I don’t deserve you sir. I will never forget the date that we started to talk, and I remember that I thought about the date back then and what I was doing to you and our relationship, that we had was six month, then I came and fucked it all up. You know sir, I do search for you in every way, the expectation are so real but also the energy field is too strong to ignore sir when it comes to you sir, even if you are at the other side of the earth, I can still feel something, a something that can’t be explained sir…

“I learned that if you had an option that would hurt me the most, you would choose it every single time.”
—I did hurt you the most, I know that but…every time I wouldn’t choose that sir even if you didn’t believe me… once is more than enough sir,