It’s been months since he left yet I’m still here. might sound selfish but I don’t wanna see him happy with somebody else. I could lie and say I’m happy for him but who am I fooling? most people would simply just choose to move forward when they got replaced and I wish I’m just like that. I wish my hopes isn’t as big as my love for him. I want to let this hopes die but it’s the only thing that I have and left.. I don’t know what’s stopping me from moving on. when he’s already happy and already had the thing he always wanted. “watpwhf2”