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It’s getting really bad. I thought I would be alright, but no matter how hard I try, I don’t think it’s working. I try to convince myself it’s just a phase, that if I try hard enough, I will be alright, but it’s so difficult, when every small thing adds a mountain of stress and makes me feel like I’m on the edge of falling apart. I can’t do this anymore. It’s really really hard. Please let me just die, without having to hurt myself. I just want to leave this pain. I don’t want to be a burden on others though, and I don’t want my sister to cry. I love her so much and I’m trying so so hard. I can’t do it. I really can’t do it. Please, just give me a break. Please. Anything.

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I could’ve had thousands of men. my pick. old young. all walks of life. and some women even. my extreme trust issues and fear of intimacy has made me paralyzingly alone in my mid 30s. Ill be forever alone and lonely without anyone. I’ve blown so many opportunities for hookups and great relationships and connections. The regrets is staggering and painful. Deeply painful.

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I could’ve had thousands of men. my pick. old young. all walks of life. and some women even. my extreme trust issues and fear of intimacy has made me paralyzingly alone in my mid 30s. Ill be forever alone and lonely without anyone. I’ve blown so many opportunities for hookups and great relationships and connections. The regrets is staggering and painful. Deeply painful.

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