i really hate my mom. I know many of yall here miss ur mom and want to be with them.But here, I just hate her like anything. i have no one to talk also. They always think parents are correct. i just want to f****** leave this house. But i can’t. I have no where to go. Also the concept of moving out doesn’t work in my country, unless u have a supportive parents. I don’t have privacy or anything over here. Btw, i am a teen. Yall may think it is just a phase. Even i think it is too. They ask me what they did( as if they dont know), and when i tell them how irritating and annoying they are, and to give me chance, and to stop mentally hurting me, they say, they did not do anything and “cry all u want” yes they literally said that. I just f****** hate all my family members bro. I really cant forgive them. I tried, but i get flashbacks of what they did and said. I hope i am not alone. But i dont want any of yall to face this. I believe in God, a lot. Because i have indeed experienced it in my life, thats when i became closer to god. But my parents, uses God’s name and curse me. Because of this, i literally fear, that what ever they say to me, will really happen. I dont want cancer bro, and i dont want to be broke. I dont want to be jobless. If God listens to their curses, then its really unfair. This is actually making me lose faith, and i dont want to. I know God wont do it, but my mom keeps saying, “U will never reach anywhere, this is the curse from the mother, and God will make sure that” she says this. and she gives examples of those who r suffering and claims they “made their mother cry”. WTFFFFF. Help me please. Give some advise. I really need advise. And I get provoked, and called her bad words. And the curses became more intense. I think her curse will effect because i called her bad words. And i am getting scared bro. I promise i’ll try to not say bad words, even if i start crying. But i need advise. i want the tips for coping up. Anyone seeing this please tell