If you're reading this, please do know I love you. Even if you love someone else, I'm right here behind you. I hope I can reach out and tell you how I

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If you’re reading this, please do know I love you. Even if you love someone else, I’m right here behind you. I hope I can reach out and tell you how I truly feel, but I can’t. And it’s for the better of our friendship. I wish you all the best, no matter what happens I’ll stay and wait. You make me feel warm and cozy with your words. The way you smile while you talk to me, I feel this deep connection between us both, whenever I look into your eyes; I would always tell myself how lucky I would be if you were to be with me. How I wish I could turn back time and spend it all with you. The way you really smile, hayyyy it makes my heart melt so much. What if, it was us against the world. What if, it was us who held hands every single day and not letting go of each other. Hindi na’ko aasa pa, masakit man pero it’s the reality. Hindi tayo pwede, at kailanman hindi papayag ang tadhana. Kahit sa panaginip lang kita makasama at makapiling, sapat na. I love you so much. Never akong magsasawa. It hurts so much seeing you with another person, pero alam ko masaya kayo sa isa’t isa and ayo’kong maging problema between you two. Pwede kaso hindi eh. There’s a broken bridge between us and never natin ‘to mabibigyan ng solution. There’s this gap, na never matatakpan. 🙁 Ang sakit umasa, mangarap, magpanggap kahit alam mo namang hindi mangyayari. Pero nandun pa rin yung feelings ko na never kong matatabunan. Whenever I see you, mas lalo pa’kong na fafall 😭. Ang hirap talaga as in. Words aren’t enough to tell you how I feel. I love you, Ian.

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