I really want to rape somebody. I know that sounds wrong, and I'm aware it is. But I just don't see any other way out of this. 26 year old M and from

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I really want to r*** somebody. I know that sounds wrong, and I’m aware it is. But I just don’t see any other way out of this.

26 year old M and from homestead, florida. people tell me “s** is so easy to get” and “just buy a h*****”. but my state laws are so pathetically harsh that if I were to try, I would likely be arrested as i’m positive all the s** workers in my area are undercover cops with the amount of busts they do every month here. I’m too scared to even try. I feel like I have no other options in regards to getting s**. I’m unattractive and ugly as sin, and was always shy at talking to people. I work for a religious charity and people always say I’m a great guy that deserves someone, but no one ever comes forward. When I do try to talk to girls, it always ends in short flings or they ghost me or say they’re not interested. I was once even physically assaulted because a woman was too scared to tell me directly she didn’t like me.

I feel like I’m running out of options and I’m scared. scared of growing old and dying a virgin, and women laughing at me for being a virgin and not wanting to have s** with me, and I know believe me I know the older you get the worse it gets, because female s** drive drops off after about 30 and they just don’t want to have s** anymore. I might be stuck with an unlucky woman who will maybe have s** with me once to have a kid, or just never at all, and be stuck with a single mother who doesn’t want to please or satisfy me at all. If prostitution was actually legalized in this stupid state, I would be a happy fucked man, and wouldn’t need to resort to r***. But no, and I’m terribly, terribly sorry. I don’t want to hurt anybody. I feel like I have no other choice and I don’t know what to do.

For police reference: If I am investigated and police are sent to my address, I will hold myself hostage and I demand you send a s** worker to have s** with me, or I will detonate my house. Because at this rate, if anyone decides to take this “threat” seriously I am doing possibly a decade in prison, at which I will DEFINITELY be forced to r*** somebody since nobody will want to f*** an old man by the time I’m released.

To the State of Florida: Please just legalize prostitution already. Don’t make me have to hurt a woman just to get my thrill and say I’ve had s** so I can die peacefully.

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