i wonder if we even had something. I sure thought we did. But recently, by recently I mean the past year, you only care about her. We had that special connection..at least I did. Call me selfish. I was blinded by my feelings. I wish after you cheated on her with me, you apologized to both of us. You only care about her. Why did you cheat? I wasn’t the only one you cheated with. You hit up my friend’s friends. You partied. And yet you only apologized to her. I just want an apolgy I’m never gonna get from you. I want you to apologize for using me as your cructh through your dark times. We trusted each other and you threw away what we had. You through away what you and your ex gf had too. You f*** up everything. And yet I still feel bad for you after all that’s happened,
