My mother scared me so much with s** and the possibility of abortion, that I actually want to get pregnant. Otherwise, I’m highly educated, kind and have a baby face.
Last night I let a guy f*** me from behind and begged him to come inside me. He was very rough, my p**** hurt and I screamed and yelled. He pulled out the first time, but later he filled me up, at my request. After that I took the morning after pill, and I don’t plan on taking them anymore. (By the way, I drank them on several occasions.) I also used to keep track of my fertile days.
But now I don’t care anymore. I no longer want to use birth control pills or condoms. That’s what I told my parents. I also don’t care about STIs/STDs too much, since my family is wealthy and (hopefully) I could afford the medicine of there was a need to. Not that I’d look forward to that, of course.
Until now, I’ve been an excellent student (student of the generation in my primary school); now I’m also a junior teaching assistant at the university. But I’m tired of studying all these years.
It disgusts me when I hear my mother talking about a guy who needs to protect his girlfriend so that she doesn’t get pregnant. I’m repulsed by men who hold back on this matter. What hypocrites they are. That’s why they cheat on their girlfriends. Men need somewhere to relieve themselves, and in my opinion it’s normal for them to do so in a girl’s c***.
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