i don’t know why but i suddenly hate myself. i feel like i’m useless and i can’t do anything. i’m scared about my future, what if i can’t get a job? many of my friends seems much more confident than me, much more smarter than me. i’m feeling so insecure, everybody is much better than me and i’m not as cool as i thought. i don’t know who should i talk to because i don’t want my close friends and families knows about this, so here i am.
