i feel so off. the browncel person messed with my brain a bit. i just feel hopeless and dissapointed. not really sad or depressed. just uncomfortable. i think its seeing someone from my own race, someone whos also southasian being an incel just unsettles me. i know i shouldnt be suprised, cause south asia is still kinda cons and on average people in our community probably agree with some dangerous s*** incels say. but it still feels so hopeless. calling themself curry muncher and currycel. i just felt hopeless. it feels like we cant change for the better, to strive to be healthier people. not just within my south asian community but just life as a whole. i wan t men to better, women to be better. i want humans to better i want men and woman to be healthier beings. can that even happen. i hope so. im in love with a world full of cool a** men and women vibing with each other.
