F****** cray s*** son but ok so like I was 23 in summer 2005 I did study abroad in France that summer and I sort made out wit this super drunk French tennis player girl who went to college in USA and next dy we meet up and she see Tht she y out my Leaug sober lol so but at time I had just dumped my then 19 yr old gf Meredith who got n Abortion and was all hatever emotional drunk nd chainsmoking cigarettes nd depressed nd talk bout how I just my to finish college nd get job nd have family nd hire picket fence so the French girl dy I need to see her little sister SOPHIA z.. I’m like ok
I thought SOPHIA was 16 nd wow we hit it off in those last 7 week ones there before she ent back to school and we’ll funny thing but ok well turned out she was 14 nd very Catholic no birth control nd I never wear condoms and I just figured maybe I got lucky ok so ….
Fast forward to now:
My Ex Kelly who I had n gift with in Late October 2006 and we have a teenage Daughter together nd she’s ok with me but I live hundreds of miles away so Kelly is. Single mom in New York with our 15 yr old …. Wait for it: Sophie. Yeh I Ames my “”first” daughter Sophie secretly in honor of the French girl I hooked up its nd snored nd never heard from him…. Or so I thought….)
Okokok so Kelly nd I were seniors nd we had Rocky Rocky relationship mainly bc I’m n alcoholic nd drunk so we married after graduation and soon divorced bc she as SO done with my B*******…. But she still in love with me nd she nfs me round nd in Sophie’s life hen I’m sober nd employed nd taking care of my health dying nd working out and we have na ok most Relationship with Kelly even though I’m. B** if n ex broke a** public school substitute teacher so anyways Kelly is. Big tennis fun nd so is our daughter Sophie she plus tenni since fort grade nd is pretty decent like ent to state semifinals last yer ok ok point is she se something
Kelly messaged me bout when we ere in France tht summer and if I remember tht French tennis girl tht I hooked up with and I joke well technically e just made out no s** z…and she was like lol yeah well I was like ok ok thanks
She sho me Instagram photo of the French girl she coaches some middle school and high school aged tennis in like georgi nd previously Alabama and she had pics of her on Holiday with her Niece
HER NIECE JACQULINE LOOKS LIKE A FEMLE VERSION OF ME BUT JUST MUCH PRETTIER
Nd then I look md sure enough tenni girl little sister Marina had a baby in early 2006 but kept on down low nd she never got on social media nd I just
I started crying
I looked t the picture nd it I clearly i my daughter
Look
I’m technically supposed to be a register s** offender for when I got this sophomore girl Emma Claire pregnant by ccident two and a half years go nd so it’s not illegal in Oklahoma than god but well she a senior now and we have a toddler that sorta secret and we have on again off again relationship…totally secret for obvious reasons and she ask about changing schools and I told her no ok so that’s really complicated nd I HAVENT TOLD KELLY OR SOPHIE BOUT EMMA CLIRE OR MY SECRET DAUGHTER ROSE
LOOK EC is 18 now nd will turn 19 before he graduates
It wasn’t really illegal because EC was 16 when Rose was born technically ok so
But
WHAT THE F*** DO I DO NOW ??
Do I contact my half French Daughter ? Do I contact her mother ?
Things rebsomfucked now since my mom died from lung cancer during Covid nd I had moved back to Oklahoma two and. Half years ago to take care of things after mom die but since then I inherit her old house hitch was her grandma old Frm house nd n old truck that run and bunch of old weird country s*** even a double barrel shotgun I found in trick long with a tomahawk and grandpa old army stuff ig from like Firevr t
That’s how I end up fuckjng sophomore Emma Claire was I met when I was one or two months Seth of my mom in March 2020 from lung cancer free mny yers of heavy smoker she was still only 58 dm so I EC was depressed nd suicidal nd goth girl into comics nd crisply cosplay with costumes never wears underwear or socks or a bra kind funny kind bulemic kind skinny and pale and as all the time so well we started ducking g in secret and then she got pregnant and she cried and did she couldn’t do Abortion bc she was a virgin so now we have baby rose who is a toddler nd she never tell ANYONE tht Rose is my daughter…
It’s all. Big secret
EC she made up this whole elbows story bout how she went to this costly convention in Dallas Texas right before Covid (which she did it’s in her Instagram) nd she “got drunk for the first time” (which she did too so it’s believable) nd she claims she was told hooked up its cute msked costumed college guy when she was blackout drunk nd she had no clue his name or anything so sounded believe me actually she made out with A GIRL BECUZE SHE IS KIND MESBIN KINDA BISEXUAL and I try to respect tht but still when Covid lockdown was making everyone crazy and suicidal that’s how we started f****** a lot in secret nd
Well she wanted to keep it secret to protect me and Rose both – crazy nobody ever give her too much s*** about getting pregnant by accident at a cosplay Comicon thing lol – like they joke as she r*** and she did no she was definitely not raped she definitely had. Crush on the older “college boy” Sid he was a senior she think and she heard she think he was joining Navy after college so she didn’t want to get him in trouble even if she “don’t know his name”
This is ll so fucked nd wrong
I’m crying and drunk
I’m. Terrible liar
But this suit is true
For real it true that truth
I thought I only had two daughters … one secret girl Rose tht give me nicety nicety secret stress anxiety but I cry and vomit
EC come by my room l most every dy and we talk nd she still she bisexual but wants to have better more proteus relationship with me fret she graduates high school
But like Kelly and Sophie I live nd yeh Sophie know I’m. Drunk nd fuckip nd Kelly Always remind her to be careful Krav ke so o don’t f*** thing up. Kelly still chubby but cute just like she was back then and she still hs no man so she like me to come down to be in their life nd see Sophie play tennis and see her t thanksgiving and Christmas and they my move to Houston Texas soon for ork
But this thing bout this French daughter I have never met
She don’t even know me
Ho do I do this ???
What the f*** do I dy ?
How do I see se
Squirrel ?
Please helps me
My pant aren’t right low and I’m so f*** sad I don’t know how to talk or pre rivht
Please l help me !?
What do I do now so.
I’m so f*** sad
