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My father said that to my dog that if she keeps crying and being loud he’s going to throw it in a lake. So if i’m loud and crying all the time will he discard me? Thinking about it makes me trigger a panic attack. I can’t. I’m not strong. What if I’m not useful anymore? Will he throw me away? I’m nothinf when my father gets angry. It FEELS like my nothing. He could tell me to jump of a bridge when he’s angry and I’ll do it.

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