• 2 weeks ago

You ever feel fucking useless? Like, you question the point of your existence? Because same. I don’t understand why I should live honestly. What am I living for? Why should i continue breathing? I was born in this world whether i liked it or not. Now, i have to live it. What’s the meaning of life? To find its meaning? Why should i spend all my life finding its meaning when i can just flat out die? No because, why do people want to desperately live? Sure, this mindset of mine is probably because I was raised with a family who gave me depression, but is there a reason i should keep going? When i was young i don’t know why I wanted to live. Maybe i was just afraid of death. But now that Im older? What’s frightening about death?