I feel so unsatisfied with my life. I’m very wealthy, privileged, and live a good life. I just want to make some kind of legacy for myself. I want my name to be spoken by strangers after I die. I feel as though my existence is completely useless if I don’t make history. Genocide and acts of evil will surely get me remembered, but I don’t want to make a negative impression. I’ve thought about ending it, but would never go through with it.
