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I want a relationship I don’t think I will ever have. My husband snaps at me constantly, and it hurts like being stabbed in the chest. I have adhd and yeah, sometimes I space, but I’m not hurting anybody when I ask dumb questions or don’t process something immediately. But he treats me like I’m so exasperating when I do these things. When I’m upset, “it’s not that big of a deal”, “don’t worry about it”, “why are you so upset?”. But he is allowed to feel all his pessimistic s***** emotions. I have cried nearly every day for 2 months now, at least. I will hide in the shower or need to run into town for something so I can cry alone and avoid the passive aggressive comments and dramatic sighs. I just want somebody that thinks I’m worthy of attention and being taken care of for a change instead of always doing the caretaking, who would never ever fathom making me feel small or stupid or like a burden. It’s too late though

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