I’m approaching 40 years old. I’m a gay man who has never felt comfortable in his own skin, and I’ve been an overweight alcoholic since as long as I’ve been s******* active at the age of 32. I never had a s******* active 20’s, nor have I found satisfaction in my career an IT help desk technician.
My day-to-day life is miserable. I’m lonely. My life is going nowhere. I wish I had the strength to end it all, but my will to pull the trigger is too weak. I wish I had someone to help to either push me over the edge or pull me back from it, because this continued existence on the edge is too much to bear.