My husband cheated and I forgave him. Truly 100%. I also, as a sign of faith, never asked him to block her on social media. He now has stated he wants me to sleep with her and then gaslighted me about the entire situation, saying it was my fault. I have no one to talk to, most of my family has past, and it has seriously made me want to leave him more than the cheating itself. How could he ask me to do this on more than one occasion?