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I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I don’t think I’m suicidal, but there’s always a lingering feeling that I want to hurt myself. I have an ideal family, and friends who support me. Yet, I feel like I can’t talk to anyone. What the f*** is up with me? no matter how many times someone tells me I’m beautiful, I will never believe it. I constantly feel ugly and disgusting and gross. I hate every aspect of myself. I can’t keep comparing myself to everyone around me. I can’t keep seeking validation from them and never receiving it. I can’t keep suppressing my emotions. I can’t keep being conscious of my every move and overthinking. I can’t keep being so critical of myself. I can’t keep dragging myself out of bed everyday. I feel so selfish for having the idea of telling someone how much I f****** hate myself.

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