compared to all the insane confessions on here, this one is extremely tame. But, i have nobody to talk to and have decided that this is the next best thing.
I cant stop thinking about this guy and I really should because he has a girlfriend. The thing is, I felt that he was interested in me too but it might just be my delusion i dont know. I cant help myself. Weeks will pass by where im okay with moving on and its fine. And then it will suddenly hit me with a memory of us that makes me feel like we were so good together. His relationship always seemed stale, and they don’t do anything lovey at all. I know thats not justification but it somehow pokes and prods at me everytime i sleep or wake up. I feel so alone and i dont think i want anyone else but him. it sounds shallow, it sounds bitchy, it sounds stupid but its the truth.
